I always like to get drenched on rain... Really that creates an awesome and of course an indescribable feeling of love towards someone... Like the nature cares for me and it seems as if the nature is hugging me with tears pouring from her eyes… During my childhood I used to enjoy the heavy rain of 'Edavapathi' in my small village called Cheruthuruthy in Trichur Dist. Usually heavy rain with thunderstorm will come at the evening time, mostly after leaving the school... My friends just hated and they used to curse the rain... N as you know, I always enjoyed the heavy rain... I felt as if the heavy rain behaves like a mad woman, she always wanted to show her affection towards all but she didn't get anything in return, not even a kind look… so she got mad and began to sing songs and I believe she is singing through the raindrops....
So I used to listen her songs with compassion...so that she will get someone to listen and to relieve her from the clutches of madness… each and every raindrop says the story of her feelings, her emotions, her pain, her sorrows... Once she sang a song about her soul mate... She loved him, she cared for him, she always had taken care of him, she lived the way he wanted her to be, and the days passed. One day he told her that he would never marry her and much to her shock he added " I know that you loves me and you can't live without me, I too loves you but I need freedom, which you will never give since you are considering me as your pet. Your possessiveness kills my individuality and I never ever wanted that. You are murdering my soul even though you satisfies my hunger for everything" … From then she began to drew back herself from him and felt lonely. He flew away to abroad to pursue his further studies without saying a single word and never returned. She waited for his calls, she waited him on their regular meeting place, she wrote him so many letters, she cried and cried, without realizing that she is wasting time and gradually she made a shell out of that loneliness. One day she couldn't stop her from the feeling of emptiness and ended her life...
Alas! I was really stunned by her story... I don't know whether in couple life, it is necessary to give each other a space for themselves. As far as I know sharing life together means spending each and every single moment for one another..
Anyways her song was touching and after the heavy pouring of tears she began to weep like kids that time a cold breeze has come and he began to console her and gradually she stopped weeping.. May be that wind might have been able to understand her feelings and have been consoled her...
Friday, March 26, 2010
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